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The Past Few Days.
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Anji
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28 June 2012
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Hello!
I'm sorry that I haven't posted anything the past few days but I haven't had the motivation for it.
So to compensate I'm going to tell you abut the past week. (oh god, this is going to be a long one)
Lets start with last Friday; It all went well at work, I got of early (abut an hoer) so I took an earlier train to my bf. When I was waiting for the train a woman kept sitting down and getting up again from the bench I was sitting on and every time she sat down she got a little bit closer and it made me really nervous. It didn't help that there was a giant man with a shovel right next to me to begin with.
I was nervous the hole trip and the voices kept saying ether that the train was going to crash or that my bf wasn't going to be there to pick me up.
When I arrived I didn't see him at first. I almost started to panic when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and to my relief it was L(my bf), L had just gotten of the buss when he spotted me.
We went to his mothers place and made some food, then we played some video games before going to bed. When I went to bed though the feeling of somebody watching me grew vary strong and I kept turning my head to check so that nobody was there. This L noticed and asked me what was going on. I just snuggled my head into his chest and mumbled “nothing”. Truth be told I did this out of two reasons, #1: I was embarrassed and #2: I didn't want to admit it, nether no him nor to myself. He took a deep breath, pushed me away a little, placed his hand under my chin in order to angle it so that he could look straight in the eyes and “I can see that it's not 'nothing'. Now please tell me so that I can help you”. I told him what was going on and he asked me if I wanted him to check if anyone was there. At first I said no but then the feeling got even stronger so t asked if he could. He went and checked and as we both new no one was there.
Now on to Saturday: we made breakfast and ate before getting ready to go to the celebration. During the breakfast we talked a lot abut my problems, L wanted to know all of them so that he easier could help me when things like that happened. The rest of the day was vary fun and relaxed.
Saturday: nothing special happened on Saturday. I went home and I had to stand the hole way home(one and a half hoer)! D:
Monday: nothing special here ether, just work.
Tuesday: It was mine and L one month anniversary so I was pretty happy during the day. Later in the afternoon I, L, and L's best friend were talking in skype when I heard a noise that sounded like the front door opening and then like someone was pushing the buttons on the home phone. I went to check I someone was there but I was home alone. After that I started freaking out. I don't remember a lot I just know that no one noticed and that more people joined the chat.
Yesterday: I apologized to L for being distant the day before and it turns out that he noticed but didn't want to say anything in front of everybody.
Today: today has been vary good, a vary calm day, lets hope it stays that way.
//Anji
I'm sorry that I haven't posted anything the past few days but I haven't had the motivation for it.
So to compensate I'm going to tell you abut the past week. (oh god, this is going to be a long one)
Lets start with last Friday; It all went well at work, I got of early (abut an hoer) so I took an earlier train to my bf. When I was waiting for the train a woman kept sitting down and getting up again from the bench I was sitting on and every time she sat down she got a little bit closer and it made me really nervous. It didn't help that there was a giant man with a shovel right next to me to begin with.
I was nervous the hole trip and the voices kept saying ether that the train was going to crash or that my bf wasn't going to be there to pick me up.
When I arrived I didn't see him at first. I almost started to panic when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and to my relief it was L(my bf), L had just gotten of the buss when he spotted me.
We went to his mothers place and made some food, then we played some video games before going to bed. When I went to bed though the feeling of somebody watching me grew vary strong and I kept turning my head to check so that nobody was there. This L noticed and asked me what was going on. I just snuggled my head into his chest and mumbled “nothing”. Truth be told I did this out of two reasons, #1: I was embarrassed and #2: I didn't want to admit it, nether no him nor to myself. He took a deep breath, pushed me away a little, placed his hand under my chin in order to angle it so that he could look straight in the eyes and “I can see that it's not 'nothing'. Now please tell me so that I can help you”. I told him what was going on and he asked me if I wanted him to check if anyone was there. At first I said no but then the feeling got even stronger so t asked if he could. He went and checked and as we both new no one was there.
Now on to Saturday: we made breakfast and ate before getting ready to go to the celebration. During the breakfast we talked a lot abut my problems, L wanted to know all of them so that he easier could help me when things like that happened. The rest of the day was vary fun and relaxed.
Saturday: nothing special happened on Saturday. I went home and I had to stand the hole way home(one and a half hoer)! D:
Monday: nothing special here ether, just work.
Tuesday: It was mine and L one month anniversary so I was pretty happy during the day. Later in the afternoon I, L, and L's best friend were talking in skype when I heard a noise that sounded like the front door opening and then like someone was pushing the buttons on the home phone. I went to check I someone was there but I was home alone. After that I started freaking out. I don't remember a lot I just know that no one noticed and that more people joined the chat.
Yesterday: I apologized to L for being distant the day before and it turns out that he noticed but didn't want to say anything in front of everybody.
Today: today has been vary good, a vary calm day, lets hope it stays that way.
//Anji
