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Great Start To The Week

Posted by rockbottom , 09 July 2012 · 135 views

Well, it's 10am GMT monday morning, and I've had to take a diazepam already.  Monday mornings are usually pretty bad, but this one is up there with the worst of them.

Had a PA at about 3am this morning so I've not slept much, and am pretty much just sat trying to work but welling up with tears every 5 minutes. As I've been trying to step down from the valium, the effect has been much stronger so I now feel very spaced out - but not in a good way whatsoever.

I really do hate this sometimes. I'm sure it will get better (it has to) but I'm getting tired of waiting.






EDIT - thought I'd continue on just for some cathartic purpose if there is any.

Haven't done much this weekend, short hours at work and my struggle with cash combined with agoraphobic tendencies and hey presto! not much to do.

I have, however, watched 4 movies - so here's a mini-review for those that watch films:

1) John Carter - considering everyone said it was Disney's biggest flop ever, it was REALLY good. Awesome special effects, thoroughly recommended for those that like their sci-fi.

2) Lockout - a Luc Besson movie about a prison colony in space. VERY GOOD! A touch cheesy, but well worth a watch for the one-liners. Warning - pretty violent.

3) 21 Jump Street - those of you of a more mature age bracket (ahem) will remember 21 Jump Street from the TV series. (I live in the UK so only saw a little of it). If you want a good laugh, watch this. Absolutely hilarious, and quite touching in moments too. Look out for Korean Jesus.

4) Chronicle - can't believe I'd not heard of this until the weekend. Superb movie - think Cloverfield meets Superman (Weird I know, but it's great)




Sending you lots and lots of ((((HUGS))))
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Lady Mozzer
Jul 09 2012 07:50 AM
Hi Mark

So sorry you are feeling so bad right now.Not getting enough rest really sucks.I hope your day and things get better. ((((Mark))))
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LibraryLady
Jul 09 2012 10:39 AM
Sorry things are not going well today Mark. I can certainly relate! Thanks for the short movie reviews! I am one of those who remembers the very young Johnny Depp in the original 21 Jump Street series. But, I'm one of those that watched the original Star Trek series when it first came out! :-)
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It will get better RB. Can't give you a specific date and time as to when though. The way you're feeling wont last forever - although it may feel like it at the moment. Nothing lasts forever :)
Chronicle is an awesome film! Good to see you've accomplished some things! Keep it up! (((rockbottom)))

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