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It's That Time Of Day Again

Posted by rockbottom , 08 June 2012 · 190 views

It's got to be the meds routine.

4pm pretty much every day, my emotions start to run riot, and things start to cave in.

I've had a pretty easy day at work, but this feeling of anxiety is boiling up again, it's like my soul has toothache and there's no dentist.

I've also come to realise that to be brutally honest... I hate myself at the moment. I have no self-esteem I doubt pretty much all the work I do, and i'm paranoid that people are talking about me.

Great.

Please just be July 16th. my psych assessment can't come quick enough.

LibraryLady

Jun 08 2012 12:03 PM

July 16th get here sooooon! :-)

Shmooey

Jun 08 2012 01:20 PM

Hurry up July 16!

PurpleStorm

Jun 11 2012 04:04 AM

Hang in there Mark, each day that you survive is one day closer to your appointment. Those mid-afternoon slumps are the pits, I can sympathize with you there. I just noticed from one of your other blog entries that you are in Durham. My mother was born in Durham and we still have relatives that live there. Just thought I'd mention it. Take care.