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Another Day, Another Wet Handkerchief
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rockbottom
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07 June 2012
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d*** I'm sick of crying.
I sit here at my desk, head down once again, tearful and fearful.
(5mins later) - someone has just been in to see me - I've had to put my courteous face on, but inside it's just 'get out of there get out of there leave the room, run to somewhere quiet).
It's exhausting, but I keep on keeping on.... I just want it to be July 16th when I can get my assessment done and get this second-guessing over with. It's weird, it's like I'm almost looking forward to being properly diagnosed with an MI problem... even though the realisation that I HAVE an MI problem still doesn't feel like it's sunk in yet.
I'd usually be at my therapist this week, but once again, there's another 2-week break. I've been seeing her since January, and through no fault of my own have only seen her for a third of the time I should have. It's so f'''''''n frustrating.
Oh well, here come the tears to f'''' up my headache and block my nose again....
Sorry for the rant, but I'm struggling BIG TIME. Am getting emotionally bullied and pulled financially all over at home, though not intentionally. And anything I say in protest just gets me in more trouble. Totally Trapped.
Roll on July.
I sit here at my desk, head down once again, tearful and fearful.
(5mins later) - someone has just been in to see me - I've had to put my courteous face on, but inside it's just 'get out of there get out of there leave the room, run to somewhere quiet).
It's exhausting, but I keep on keeping on.... I just want it to be July 16th when I can get my assessment done and get this second-guessing over with. It's weird, it's like I'm almost looking forward to being properly diagnosed with an MI problem... even though the realisation that I HAVE an MI problem still doesn't feel like it's sunk in yet.
I'd usually be at my therapist this week, but once again, there's another 2-week break. I've been seeing her since January, and through no fault of my own have only seen her for a third of the time I should have. It's so f'''''''n frustrating.
Oh well, here come the tears to f'''' up my headache and block my nose again....
Sorry for the rant, but I'm struggling BIG TIME. Am getting emotionally bullied and pulled financially all over at home, though not intentionally. And anything I say in protest just gets me in more trouble. Totally Trapped.
Roll on July.
