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Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride


All Of This

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 05 November 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I`m sitting here thinking about how to start this.Since I last wrote my pdoc added an anti depressant to my cocktail of latuda,abilify and alprazolam.I haven`t really noticed any change yet but I`ve heard it can take up tp 4 to 6 weeks.The ad he added was wellbutrin.

I try to keep things locked up inside of me and I do know that it isn`t good to do that....


Hurt (May Trigger Self Injury)

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 06 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

***********************May Be Triggering Self Injury*******************************************************

This depression is really kicking me down right now.I try to hold it together,I keep everything inside but God do I feel like giving up sometimes.My p doc upped my Abilify and I also take latuda and alprazolam for my anxiety.I just feel tir...


Still Ill

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 06 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I haven`t been to bed yet and it`s a little after 3:00 in the morning here.Just didn`t feel like going to bed last night.I don`t know if it`s a good or bad thing.I used to be like that all the time.I used to only sleep every other day.I just couldn`t sleep.Yesterday I had a hard time getting out of bed.All this gets to be very exhausting.Lately though my...


Too Much

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 26 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Well it`s sunday.I `ve had a pretty nice week.Most of it was nice until I started to feel bad again.I mostly start to feel bad around the evening.I don`t know why.It`s odd to me because I used to be such a night owl.Now on my bad days I just can`t wait to get to bed.I feel so awful that I just want to sleep so I don`t have to feel bad anymore.My head eith...


Scared To Go On Lithium

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 29 August 2014 - - - - - - · 218 views

I saw the p doc today.Which was really hard in the first place because I always get nervous when I have to see him.It`s not because of him or anything (he`s really nice). It`s because of my I really get nervous when I have to talk to other people and leave the house. Well anyway we discussed my not sleeping and anxiety.He tells me he wants me to try lithi...


Not Feeling Well

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 10 August 2014 - - - - - - · 223 views

I`m tired so tired but I can`t sleep.I`m feeling horribly anxious right now.All I want right now is to go to sleep and make these horrible feelings go away.I have the incredible urge to self harm right now.I`m trying to fight it.It`s the only way to get relief.I can`t though.I can`t hurt myself tonight but I just want these feelings to go away.All I want...


Cuts You Up

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 24 June 2014 - - - - - - · 276 views

I don`t know how to start this.
I haven`t been doing so well.I have no energy and no motivation.Simple everyday tasks seem to take enormous effort.I don`t know what to do.I end up hiding away in my bedroom
I had this heavy weight on my chest.It was my anxiety.I needed relief from my anxiety and all of the thoughts running through this messed...


I Just Wanted To Feel Better

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 30 April 2014 - - - - - - · 218 views

I feel so tired and drained this morning after not sleeping again.I had a really bad night and ended up si ing.I`ve been really trying not to even though the urges I felt were so strong, I just wanted the thoughts to stop so I could get some rest.I just wanted to feel better.


What It Feels Like For Me

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 27 April 2014 - - - - - - · 196 views

I suffer from insomnia.I think I`ve said that before.Sometimes though I don`t feel like going to bed.I want to stay up all night.I know I need to sleep but I don`t want to,need to.I suppose that goes hand in hand with this illness.Other times I don`t want to leave my bed.It feels like my best friend.Sleepytime is the only time I don`t have this crap rolli...


Something Has Been Lost

Posted by Lady Mozzer , 07 April 2014 - - - - - - · 214 views

I`ve been trying to write this blog but my head felt foggy and cloudy.i couldn`t seem to get the words out.I guess my head is feeling clearer now.
A little while ago I was listening to some music and I just started crying.I feel so lost right now.I don`t know what`s going to become of me.I just feel so sad all the time.I want to be happy I want to...

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