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Victory

Posted by Jeroen , 31 January 2013 -

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I passed the first round of my audition for acting school!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeeeeeeeeesssss!

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Stress

Posted by Jeroen , 20 January 2013 -

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I feel so stressed right now. Acting school seems like such an impossible prospect to me. I'm just not good enough. I'm such a worthless actor. Yet, I so badly want to be an actor. It's the only thing I really want. I even pray to God to grant me this opportunity, to help me succeed. I love acting so much. It is the thing that centers me. It is who I...

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Opening Up To The World

Posted by Jeroen , 15 December 2012 -

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http://grarain.wordp...other-shooting/

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Dooda

Posted by Jeroen , 07 December 2012 -

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I still feel pretty good, even though I've been struggling with self-hate and disappointment in myself. Hopefully, that will pass. Other than that, I've been doing pretty good.

My preparation for my audition for the acting school is going well! I'm even starting to memorize that one text that just wouldn't get into my brainspace....

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Need

Posted by Jeroen , 03 December 2012 -

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Haven't been posting for a while because I haven't felt the need to. Ha, I sound like Dexter. By the way, have any of you been keeping up with the last season? I've really been loving it. So tough to predict what will happen next! Anyway, I feel pretty good. I am sleeping too much again, but mentally I feel pretty good.

Still don't...

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Okay

Posted by Jeroen , 23 November 2012 -

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I feel better than I did in the last couple of days. I feel okay. Not great, but not terrible either.

I went to therapy today. That helped. We talked about relieving ourselves of stress. It really helped. I feel much better.

I'd just like to say thank you for the support here in the last couple of days. I really appreciate it. Just let me know if I...

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Huh

Posted by Jeroen , 20 November 2012 -

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I still feel pretty lonely, but less so than in the last couple of days. I guess that's something.

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Stay

Posted by Jeroen , 18 November 2012 -

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I feel sad. There's a terrible sadness living inside of me. I feel melancholic...yet again. It's like it has become my personality.

Still no luck in the love area. God, I'm so lonely. I'm not some sex-crazed nutjob like most of the men my age are. Yet, I can't seem to find a girlfriend. I don't know what's wrong with me....

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Lonely Again

Posted by Jeroen , 16 November 2012 -

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I feel so alone. It feels as if I'm never going to find anyone who loves me.

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Love Is So Confusing

Posted by Jeroen , 14 November 2012 -

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I feel giddy. I can't control my nerves. I just feel like I wanna jump and dance. Maybe, this is what happiness feels like. Maybe, this is what love feels like.

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