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Posted by e1234 , 04 March 2012 · 266 views

I feel terrible today. Everything seems so gray and so depressing.

I think im like a prisoner to my own life, to my own feelings, to my own thoughts. No matter how hard i shake the bars of the cell i can't get out.

I don't know what to do to change my life nor do i know how to make myself happy.

Next week i work with my parents...oh the joy. I think part of the problem is i feel like my life consists of nothing.

Oh ya and i can't feel anything. I feel numb...no emotions except saddness, if that is what this feeling is.

All i do is sit in my room which im doing now. Time to watch another christian bale movie i guess... american psycho, the fighter, ...maybe the dark knight again tonight.




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