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9/6/12

Posted by Altl13 , 06 September 2012 · 158 views

well everything has been falling apart right in front of me. i saw my grandparents they looked awful an at first forgot who i was, well an they look like skeletons from them starving themselves one of my really good friends killed himself, an oh yeah i started drinking again, an self harm, my bf's an *** an i have been having really bad anxiety an i really don't know what to do anymore, i wish i can just die you know ? i hate life an it will never get better

DeeBear

Sep 08 2012 09:37 PM

(((((Altl13))))))

I've watched several family members the last few years go downhill, and it's painful. I am sorry about your friend - I don't think anyone understands how much life can hurt, how dark things can be. I just can't do that myself, I don't know why. I wish you could surround yourself with people who understand - is there a depression support group near you? They can be helpful, and have been for me in the past.

Life can get better. For me, it's a daily battle but I have been better in the past and hope things will get better again. I hope your anxiety gets better and that your situation will improve - and soon.

Take care,
Dewayne