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If you - or someone you know - are having thoughts about suicide, call 1-800-273-TALK (8255). Calls are connected to a certified crisis center nearest the caller's location. Services are available 24 hours a day, seven days a week. If you - or someone you know - are having thoughts about suicide, call 1-800-273-TALK (8255). Calls are connected to a certified crisis center nearest the caller's location. Services are available 24 hours a day, seven days a week.

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Why

Posted by Altl13 , 26 June 2012 · 188 views

why did my mom **** herself, why was she an alcoholic, why do i drink, why do i self harm, why do i have bipolar, why do i have anxiety, why am i an insomniac, why is my grandfather starving himself, why do i have severe depression, why did my mom drink, why does life hurt so much??????

these questions go threw my head all day everyday, and i don't know how to answer them. i guess thats why they are called questions. But i also don't want to know the answers either. i wish everything could be easy, but obviously it isn't nor will it ever be. some days i question whether living in this miserable world. all the **** in my life that is going on i feel like it all is my fault. i guess I'm just looking for advise and answers.

Lady Mozzer

Jun 26 2012 02:28 AM

I`m really sorry your hurting so much right now.I wish I had answers.I also suffer from mental illness and am a self harmer.I don`t know why life hurts so much for some of us.I go on because of my family.I`m sure there is a reason why you go on.We are still here aren`t we?I go on because I guess deep down I believe it`s going to get better some day.I hope you do too.

LibraryLady

Jun 26 2012 01:58 PM

Boy, do I understand! I ask myself those types of questions all the time. I just blogged about how hard everything is for me, even changing the silly light bulbs! For some inexplicable reason life is full of pain and sorrow. I don't know why. We are all suffering. Sometimes it's all I can do to put one foot in front of the other. Then sometimes I'll see a little wildflower growing up through a hole in the sidewalk, and I smiile.

Keep blogging!