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School

Posted by Altl13 , 31 July 2012 -

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well school starting soon. an I'm already doing the work before it starts an everyones giving me crap about the school i want to go to or try to get in. they have no faith in me an it just brings down my self-esteem, an makes me really depressed an i feel like I'm not good enough. an makes me feel like why should i even try. i don't like this...

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Piercings

Posted by Altl13 , 31 July 2012 -

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well i got three new so now i have five in total, i got a double an cartilage an well i just found out at my school you can't have five in your ears an one has two the other has three. an its like what the f**k i mean you could before. so that stressed me out an i can take out my old ones just not my new, so I'm gonna have to hide them hopefully....

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Pain

Posted by Altl13 , 14 July 2012 -

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im in pain everyday, i hate it so much. i just wish it will all go away. but why won't it you know. i feel like what could i have done that was so bad to get punished my god to feel an carry this pain. the pain never goes away its always here, never ending. i feel so depressed an its like my life has...

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Alcohol

Posted by Altl13 , 12 July 2012 -

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well my dad brought alcohol into our house an he tried to hide it, an when i found it an confronted him he acted like he didn't know anything an made up this lame excuse, he has also been drinking more. but not to the point of getting drunk. an i hate it so much so i told my phycologist an he told my dad in front of my to get rid of it, well its been a...

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Depressed Big Time

Posted by Altl13 , 12 July 2012 -

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im so depressed that it hurts me. it feels like someone punched a HUGE hole in my chest an its like my chest is being squeezed tight an it hurts. i can't stop crying. sometimes i just really want to die, i even prey at night that i will die an not wake up the next morning, thats how much i want it. i can't take it anymore i hate this. i want all the...

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**** Life

Posted by Altl13 , 01 July 2012 -

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I just found out my aunt has cancer. I'm very close to her an i can't loose her i already lost my mom. an this just gave me a big step back. i feel even more depressed. it feels like someone punched me in the chest, it hurts so much an it aches an feel likes it is squeezing an its hard to breathe. i...

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Numb

Posted by Altl13 , 01 July 2012 -

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my whole body feels numb, with pain. it hurts so much every where. i finally let my emotions out an i realized what has really happened with my mom an all. an some of the anger went away an i cried until my eyes where red an swollen. i feel so depressed, i have thoughts of self harming agin too. i have been writing poetry to get my feelings out, an it helps...

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