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A Whole Lot Of Sh*t Has Happened

Posted by Altl13 , 28 April 2013 -

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well i havent been on in a while because my life has been just too much to bare lately. well i have recently well not too recently anyways ive started dating this other guy his name is Nick. Curtis and i broke up because he just hurt me too much emotionally and broke my heart too many times. But anyways I'm much more happier with Nick than any other guys...

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3/13/13

Posted by Altl13 , 13 March 2013 -

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do you ever have that feeling of regret? well im regretting everything now. every decision i have ever made im regretting it all now. this has to be one of the worst weeks ever. I lost someone whom i loved dearly and i am never getting them back. they decided to take their own Life. and it hurts so much. when they did that they just didnt take their...

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Very p***** Off

Posted by Altl13 , 23 January 2013 -

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today was a very s***ty day for me, for many reasons. fist ive just been really depressed it was nearly impossible to get out of bed today and face the world. do you ever feel like that ? then i had trouble staying awake in class today which is ******* ********. then my teacher annouced to the whole class when in the hell did you start self harming again...

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Not The Best Night....

Posted by Altl13 , 23 January 2013 -

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well my bf and i were face timing annd well he got worried about as in our relationship cause of our age and all. but everything will be all good by tomorrow. he just gets like this sometimes so do i. but we still love eachother. i love him more then anything else and he loves me more then anything too. but i dont know i have had a bad day i suppose. just...

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Not Happy...

Posted by Altl13 , 19 January 2013 -

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today is NOT a happy day for me. i have to go out and be with my besties :( i dont really want too...i just want to stay home and be alone you know? and im so scared to loose a really good friend of mine.she was in surgery and thats all i know now. she is dying :( i wish it was me and not her. she has SO much to live for....and well i dont. i really reall...

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Hi, My Love <3

Posted by Altl13 , 18 January 2013 -

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hi, curtis this entry is just for you. i know you still cut cause i can tell with your mood and all. ive been trying to write this for a while for you. i love you, i know you dont always want me to but i do :3 i know your scared and think i will leave you, but i never will. your stuck to me like glue :) i wish you would open up to me about everything :/ b...

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New Plan.....

Posted by Altl13 , 16 January 2013 -

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new plan : stop eating, starve myself to get the perfect body...so i can be beautiful, sexy, pretty. soooo yup. but i will drink water just not eat. and keep being depressed and feeling like s***....sooooo yup.

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1/12/13

Posted by Altl13 , 12 January 2013 -

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well curtis and i started dating, and its a great thing. the only prob is that he thinks he isnt good enough for me and it makes me so sad and hurt that he feels that way :( he went out to tonight with a friend of his. and she told him that she likes(like) him... and when he told me that my heart fell. i feel awful i feel like my heart is going to b...

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Feelings Went Bye Bye

Posted by Altl13 , 15 December 2012 -

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i had to let go of everything and everyone i cant take it anymore so they are gone all my feelings are now gone. i cant take them. i just couldnt not anymore i feel nothing i feel so numb now that it physically hurts but thats better then having feelings/having feelings for someone as well and both at the same time. its a hell of a lot ******* better... but...

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12/9/12

Posted by Altl13 , 10 December 2012 -

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today has been a s***ty messed ****ed up day. i took my HNA test i felt like i did ok. but thats it. ive bee crying all day im still crying as im writing, **** im not even checking my ******* grammar, so if i miss spell something or something else im sorry....i mean im so ******* tired of being broken and messed up. i mean im so ******* messed up its not...

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