Its All Getting Too Much
Posted by chacha1 , 15 June 2012 · 164 views
I'm being transferred at work and I don't want to go, apparently I should see it as a positive thing as the manager of my new workplace thinks I'm good and specifically asked for me, well you know what I don't want to go my depression is taking hold and I will soon become demotivated and apathetic if I can't beat it, she aint gonna want me then is she? and what the hell was stopping them from transferring someone who wanted to go? My gran has had a series of strokes, has a benign tumour and her personality has completely changed (not for the better) I'm stressed about that. my cousins wife lost her life in a car crash, I'm worried about my cousin, my marriage is having problems I'm worried about my marriage, I'm planning my mums 60th party (I was forced into it), I'm stressed about that and now I gotta look for a new job because all the reasons I had for staying (I love it where I am and I love the people I look after and work with) all of that has been taken away from me. they also phoned me at home to tell me so thanks to them I have had 2 crappy days off.