Help

i need a friend right now
i don't mean later
i don't mean when it's convenient for them
i don't mean in a year or two
i mean now

i need a friend
i need a friend really badly
or just another human being
i need somebody to acknowledge my existance
to look me in the eye
to touch my forehead
to speak to me
to tell me that everything is going to be okay
and that they're here for me

i just need to hear it just once
i need to hear it just once
even if it's
a lie

help me
i'm pretending to be strong
but on the inside i'm screaming
i'm dreaming about car crashes and hit and runs
waiting for a happy accident

please help me
somebody
anyone
please