I'm just started back at school this year, and I've work really hard to get into an interior design program at a top school. It was all going great until the middle of the semester.

You see my apartment has always been my pride and joy, I've personally designed and picked almost every aspect of it and everyone that has been in here has been blown away. But a couple of month ago my partner allowed a kitchen designer to come in and take pictures of the kitchen, I really didn't want the designer in here as I felt that he was just here to steal my ideas but the designer came anyway and snapped away with his camera, as my partner felt that it's a compliment to have the kitchen design published. Since then I've completely fallen to pieces, i felt like one of my accomplishment has been snatched away from me, I didn't have any motivation to go to class and ended up skipping all my classes, and i still can't watch any property programs on tv without getting mad.

I started seeing a psychologist at school who recommended me to go on anti-depressants (currently on zoloft) and althought my mood has been a bit better than before. I'm still sore about the whole situation and almost feel like I don't want to do interior design anymore... which has been a huge part of my life until the incident. Now that i've pretty much failed the entire semester, should I even try to go back to school next semester? I can't even tell if my anti depressants are working as I just seem to have lost all motivation to do anything... even go out as I spent days, even weeks at home... the last time i actually left the apartment was 10 days ago.

So should I take a break from next semester instead of throwing more money down the tube? I just want to snap out of this but I can't seem to get any motivation.

This post has been edited by justaguy28: Jun 25 2009, 09:09 AM