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I was recently switched from 150 Effexor XR to 50mg of Pristiq. After 4 days on the Pristiq, my life was flipped over, under, sideways, down. I ended up in the hospital twice due to the suicidal thoughts and my relationship with my boyfriend is still in serious jeopardy. Thanks to the switch. I have never felt so horrific in my entire life. I have experienced paranoia, extreme self deprecation, awful brain zaps. I couldn't stop crying and I didn't have much hope. I was switched back to the Effexor after the 1st visit to the ER. The plan was to start at 37.5 for 2 days, up to 75 for 2 days, 112.5 for 2 days then back to 150. I took 37.5 for 3 days and then decided that I can never take the chance of going through what I have gone through EVER AGAIN, so I stopped taking it altogether. It's been hell, and I realize I should have tapered down over a longer period of time. If a drug can mess with your brain chemistry to this extent, then I would rather deal with these awful side effects than be a slave to it. It scares the living hell out of me. Every day, every hour that passes, is one moment closer to being back to the strong, relatively stable person I normally am. I am still unsure why the NP decided to switch me, and why she thought it was a good idea to just jump from 1 to the other with no tapering. Clearly this was a really bad idea, and it is truly disappointing that the bad idea is at the expense of me and my life. I keep trying to find the silver lining to all of this, and I see glimpses occasionally, but my logic and cognition are still affected by this whole debacle. I seriously recommend anyone considering this switch to really think about it... it could (and probably will) really affect your life in terrible ways. Good luck....
ps: the reasons for the switch were the minimal sexual side effects that I said I weren't an issue - I can live with them, and of course, cost.
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