QUOTE (Loopylou @ Feb 28 2009, 05:25 PM)

I have been taking Cymbalta for a month now and it kicked in after a week for me. It was a bit manic/weird at first as it made me feel like I was on a high. After a month now though it has settled down and I feel fantastic. I would go so far as to say I feel like life is great right now!!! Not felt like that in years!!

Can't do it. It disrupts my whole day. I can't handle the "weirdness", headaches and feeling like a zombie. I just can't. Nor can I take Celexa or Zoloft.
As I has posted in Pros&Cons --I take Xanax .5, and for me its godSend that allows a focus enhancing, better version of myself. I'm not crying and shaking when I take it. BUT- My psyc. said he will NOT give me an rx for it. Why? Its addicting-so what????? Let me live out my lifetime with peaceful feelings, which is what it provides. I have a long and winding road of problems, but thats another post. I just want Xanax, it makes me feel better. It's not crack-heroine-cocaine, lol...and the psyc. makes me feel like using it is not good. BS! I deserve to feel good, don't I?
Thats all I want.
And what are the long term affects? Liver issues? Thats it? My liver is fine.
My life is so miserable I can't imagine being without it.
I'm over 50 and having this med makes my life calmer, and thats what I need. I wish I could discuss what is going on, and why I need to continue taking it, but the last time I did, my post was deleted, and I got a warning. Not so nice topic. But it has impacted my life so profoundly, that I need calmness.
If there are no horrible effects, why not prescribe it? I'm NOT going to end up on the street like a crack addict I see my fam. dr. But she only gives me 10 days worth. I don't understand.