QUOTE(Jkm @ May 1 2007, 06:16 AM)

I'm more concerned about your drinking on a benzo. Some docs will pull you off if they find this out as it's heck on your liver and the potential for accidental overdose is high. Why are you doing this? Much more lethal than smoking a cigarette.
Jackie
Jackie, I do appreciate your concern. To let you know more of what im on, I take 2mg of klonopin, 80mg of Prozac, and 200mg of 5-htp. The thing is my friends go to the bar on Fri nights so I join the to have a good time. I live in a town right now that is so small there is nothing to do socially but go to the bars on weekends. The towns Sheridan, Wy and I moved here from Kentucky just to live out west, plus I have family out here so it was the obvious choice. I went to the local Community College and completely bombed the classes my first semester. I went back to Sheridan College after attending MSU and bombed the classes again. Right now, approx. 3 yrs later, Im passing two science classes, at SC, so I can bring up my gpa and get the heck out of here to live in a larger city.
The thing is I have been peer anti-social ever since I was 14 and with OCD and ADD its made my teen life a living hell. Ive been on almost every SSRI and always looked to them for relief from my anxiety. Finally last year, im 24 btw, im working at Walgreens and I stumble on 5-htp just facing the shelves. I start taking that with my Lexapro and I start feeling much better. I did that combo for a while and just less that a month ago my phyciatrist put me on Klonopin to take the edge off my anxiety. I started feeling even better, socially active, unafraid of saying the wrong thing or worrying about what I should say, not feeling like im on pins and needles, close to the edge. Im even more comfortable around girls/women im attracted to. Just to feel this lift off of always being uptight and irritable is phenomenal. So now that I feel that way, im living in this closed-off town with stuck-up, prudy, think they're better than everyone else girls around my age group and its really a bunch of crap. Since ive been feeling better ive been shot down by women way more than I ever would have back in Kentucky. As soon as the semester is finished, I wont leave right away, may stick around and have fun with my buddies camping and boating, but as soon as august comes around, im out of this cockeyed town.
Anyway ive read on drug and health sites to be causious of drinking alcohol and to tell your doctor before you do, but I abused that advice and went out and had a pretty good time. There was one occasion where we went up to a larger city, Billings, MT, and I got pretty drunk and ended up passing out, since then ive been drinking and have been fine, accept for my mood. Its all my friends do on the weekend and it would be very hard not to have just a few drinks with them. Now its been feeling like the drug isint making me feel like I did when I first started using it. Now I worried about the cigarettes because the known fact it may reduce the effectiveness, but ive read that drinking while on Klonopin only increases its affectiveness, so I took advantage of that and thought well, its not going to reduce the effect. This weekend Im going on a scuba diving trip this weekend and may not be drinking. I dont want that good feeling I had go away, right now its feeling good one day but not the next. I just want to be able to finally enjoy life and not be afraid of it with what if q's circling through my head. I will ask my doctor about the drinking issue when we meet not too far from now. My prescription is to take 2mg's at night, when Im going out on fri night lets say, I do not take it. I will either take it the next day around noon or that next night. Now the issue on smoking, I only do it when Ive been drinking and have only smoked one night in the duration of taking Klonopin, but as I said, I do not take it if im going to be drinking that night. Do you think that smoking that night decreased the effectiveness Klonopin has on my GABA?
Hope to here back from you please keep in touch.
Stevo