All the while i am living at home i feel down and i made plans to leave i still could leave but iv got until the middle of next week to do so but my family make me feel bad for wanting to leave.
if i leave then they have to because the rent is a lot of money.

Then there is the pets which they make me feel bad about if i rehome them then i will never hear the last about it.

Things wont change at home i plan on leaving my aprents a letter on monday when i leave for college and lay my cards on the table and just say that things have got to change and if they cant then i need to leave.

Otherwise i will be stuck here. Iv moved forward a lot this year and i cant go any further until i can be my own person.