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my dad committed suicide in may '04. my family was so ashamed and wanted to cover it up. right away, they started spreading the lie that it was a heart attack. well, i was the one who found him on the floor dead and who read his suicide letter and saw the pill bottles everywhere, so of course i knew this was a farce.
i was the one who arranged his service. i asked the minister to NOT ignore the elephant in the middle of the room- we needed to address suicide and the waste of a beautiful life.
we all fight the stigma of MI everyday. this was just another way for me to counter it.
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Current cocktail: Abilify 30mg. Adderall XR 30mg, Lamictal 400mg, Wellbutrin 300mg, Lithium 1200mg
DX: BP1, ADHD, and PTSD
In tribute to my dad, BP1 suicide.
"She sits in a corner by the door...there must be more I can tell her. If she really wants me to help her, I'll do what I can to show her the way, and maybe one day I will free her. But I know, no one can see through her. Lisa, Lisa, sad Lisa, Lisa..."
-- Sad Lisa by Cat Stevens
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