Ugh, where to start...


Hi!




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Today obsessing over stuff like usual but finally getting some work done, crying randomly, then feeling good again, wanting to go dancing, then call my therapist and cry for half an hour while walking around on the roof(just to speak alone not to jump, but it did, though not seriously cross my mind and yes I was kinda joking) No I"m not suicidal, I wanna live and feel normal like I did before....

SOOOOOOO I"m thinking if half a dose of Celexa does that to me (also killed my appetite and made me vomit, I already lost ten pounds in the last few months so yay, I"m friggin underweight, I cant stand to lose more weight)

SO yeah haha

I was reading up on stuff and I think that thats what Celexa does to me it COULD actually maybe really mean I'm bipolar 2???




I"m at the end of my rope.....Tomorrow Ive got two appointments, I need a new doc


I feel no one understand me, least of all myself....I just know and feel I"m on the wrong typ of meds and something in me got severly screwed up, misdiagnosed whatever


I"m 26 years old btw







So yeah i had to vent.....



I appreciate any input/insight/comments

This post has been edited by Aerial: Oct 6 2009, 08:41 PM