QUOTE (ChrystalR @ May 6 2008, 03:59 PM)

I have suspected that I am bi polar, but this also mach my "mo". The depression, with mild symptoms, lasting for years, so mild that you think you dont really need help. Hmm.. It is difficult to self-diagnose, but I am out of option until I get a better doctor. It will happen as soon as it can! Darned waiting list.
Thanks , this is interesting. I have never heard of it before. I was diagnosed Manic Depressive years ago. Now I have been as you said , for five years...Sad , no longer manic though , at least not very often. I lost my job , my relationship
, I am blessed with a good doctor and shrink. Pretty bad when you sleep as much as your cat...lol..Thank god for him
..Take Care IM. PS , It's really something when it lifts...I can't describe it really , but man do I have FUN !...Sad part is it only lasts for 24 hours..if I'm lucky...then it's like someone throws a heavy wet blanket back over me...and then i start fighting to live all over again...sounds dramatic...but that's the it is. I don't bath for weeks sometimes...don't change the bed for months. My family is good to me...but I'm tired...you guy's know all about it...I hide my bed when people come over so they don't see the dirty blankets...a lot of shame I have. Yet my Abuser died quietly in his sleep at ninety four.
TTFN...Thanks for this board...With Love IM. ..
Now that my barn has burned to the ground , I have a great view of the moon.