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I have not been visiting DF very much lately, as work has kept me extremely preoccupied, but I decided on a whim to check in, and this topic caught my eye.
It occurred to me that July 2008 marks my own ten-year "anniversary" of being on Zoloft. It has not been a one hundred percent continuous ten years, as I tend to go off-and-on it, somewhat to the consternation of my pdoc, but July 2007 was when I first started taking Zoloft, after about three unsuccessful months on Prozac. I guess you could say I have a "love-hate" relationship with Zoloft. It brought me out of my very first depression fairly quickly at that time--in just over a month, or so. Since then, it has sometimes worked similarly fast and effectively, and at other times, agonizingly slow (e.g., six or seven months, like this past episode), such that I am on the verge of thinking that I have reached the "poop out" stage with Zoloft, and it is time to finally move on to another med (whatever that might be). And over time, like nursepower's experience, the dosage for me has had to be increased from the initial 50 mg back ten years ago to the full maximum recommended dose of 200 mg most recently. All of that being said, though, I have to admit that I have been fortunate to have encountered very few of the common side effects--gastrointestinal upset at dosage changes has been the only one of note. All of the other troubles I attribute directly to symptoms of the depression. With the beginning of August, it is (now) time for me to start back on Zoloft, to get ready for the autumn season when the days will start getting shorter, which is the usual time for my annual depressive episode to take root. As in more recent times, I do not know how Zoloft will perform, so we (my pdoc and I) shall have to see. He seems to have "faith" that Zoloft is the permanent "fit," but for me, the doubts set in once the depression takes hold and feels excruciatingly like it is never going to end. The uncertainty and unpredictability of all of that is what is so unnerving and frightening.
So, that is my now-ten year experience with Zoloft. I am sorry to hear, NewQuestions, that Zoloft and other meds have failed you. Maybe it is time for you not only to continue to try other meds, but also to seek a "second opinion" from another pdoc (which is something I also have considered myself from time to time), who can perhaps look at your situation with fresh eyes. In any case, I do hope that you are able to find a solution and substantial relief soon. Take care and post back about how it goes.
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