hi,
i've been angry at the world for a while now.
i work part-time in a shop and it feels like i'm not part of the team.
i work hard in the place but others seem to move up.
i really hate going to work now. i feel like a outsider.

i also go to college and i feel like i have no friends.
i haven't got a reliable friends.
cos i have a car it seems people use me.
i'm so fed up with my life.
i just want to go away for a while and forget everything.

Im sorry you are feeling so badly right now. School is hard enough with out added pressures. Maybe going out to different activities would help?

Yeah. Life sucks and then you die. However it seems to be the only game in town.
I'm not being nasty. It really does help to admit that. I sympathize with your lot. I often get a great desire to run away. I've had those days when you almost hope you'll get hit by a car on the way to work. That way you won't have to go anymore. Unfortunately the more miserable we feel the bleaker it all looks. I hope it gets better for you. In my experience it does get better. Sometimes it gets bad again but so far it has always eventually gotten better.
And there are no assurances about what comes after this. So stick with it.

Yep life diffently sucks but it what you make out of it.

i'm sorry your feeling badly. I'm not working at all but I always feel disconnected at jobs too. I have only one friend and he uses me constantly, borrows tools, books etc and never returns them. But I guess it's my choice I get used cause I don't want to be alone. Maybe your doing that too. At least your trying both working and going to school . Try not to be so hard on yourself.

i'm trying to find another job but its hard.
i have got a higher cert in computing or i could stay on for another two years for a degree.
i was so annoyed yesterday i ended up doing a thing with my car which the bosses son didn't like.
i'm not sure what to do.

((((markmcg))))) I'm so sorry you're feeling this way right now, here's hoping you have better days from here on out, *raises glass for a toast*. Sometimes life seems so very overwhelming and the best we can do for ourselves is just hang on and wait until brighter days come and the world and your situation look a lot better. Take good care of yourself in the meantime. darkshadow.