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Apr 12 2008, 10:05 AM
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I voted "yes" but I want to clarify. It upsets me because I worry about maintaining access to my meds, mostly because of the cost and my changing health coverage. I've been on my partner's health plan, because I'm self-employed and a single plan would be astronomical. Well, we're separating soon, and although he said he'd keep me on the plan as long as I need, I know that eventually I'll have to think of something else. I'm just hoping that with a new president, my country will finally take care of its own people and offer some kind of national health coverage.
I've tried stopping my medication a couple of times, and it's been a disaster. It used to bother me that I physically need it to live a decent life, but I can honestly say I've gotten over that now. There are many people with chronic illnesses that need medication for life, and I think I have it relatively easy as far as treatment. Pop two pills a day and I'm done. As I said, the only thing that concerns me is being able to afford those two pills every day for the rest of my life.
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We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world. ~Buddha
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Apr 12 2008, 12:42 PM
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Initially I fought against it. I wasn't offended. However, once acceptance had sunk in: that hubby and I have a life together now that i can take an AD and a beta-blocka for ever: i relaxed and realised that we enjoy things again: that I no longer sit, deeply depressed, unable to leave the house through pre-hensile fear ...... I can go into our garden, we shop together, I can visit friends ........ If someone told me that the drugs weren't going to be offered any longer I would crawl into bed and wait ........... however, a psychiatrist recognised my 22-month cycle of depression ups and downs so made the suggestion: low maintenance dose for life. This way I don't have to worry about tomorrow: tomorrow never comes, it's always today ;-) : I am less likely to end up in that deep pit of darkness and if my brain begins to get low of mood then I uppe the doseage for 5-10 days. I visit my Dr every 3-6 months to up-date him on my progress. It is worth the hung-over efffect I get some mornings
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Lizzy Any change is scary even when we want it 
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Apr 14 2008, 07:19 AM
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I said yes, because I recovered from a previous depression, and there's no reason to believe that I won't recover from this one too.
And during the last one, they claimed I was bipolar, and pumped me full of drugs that made me stoned out of my gourd, and told me I was disabled and to go on disability! I threw their meds and their advice out and reclaimed my life. Since then, I've bought my house, worked full time teaching history to inner city high school kids, dealt with my dad's unexpected death and my mom's prolonged illness, as well as my son's heroin addiction, (he's now in recovery). Doesn't seem too "disabled" to me!
So, if someone tells me I need psycotropic meds for life, I'm going to think twice about it. They've been proven wrong before! And in the end, it's *my* life.
I've also found that when I take care of myself physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually, I am much better off. And yea, it's true, when I'm depressed, it's harder to do. The trick it to do it to keep from getting depressed in the beginning! I know that this may not be true for everyone, but, taking care of ourselves certainly does *help* everyone.
So, in the end, no....don't tell me I'm on psycotropic meds for life. Only I can determine that, based on how I'm doing. And the decision will be made in partnership with my provider. Because my doc is not a dictator; s/he is a *partner* in *my* health care.
Peace!
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Apr 20 2008, 12:40 AM
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Well, my current pdoc has suggested that I may need to be on antidepressant and anti-anxiety medication for the rest of my life, and that doesn't bother me at all. But you've got to understand that I have lived 40 years in anxiety/fear and depression, have been in and out of therapy most of my life and been on and off several medications with little effect. Because of that, I've gone through periods of just giving up on treatment. But eventually I would get desperate enough to go back. So that's where I am now, back in therapy and on medication. Still having problems with depression, but my anxiety is much better. I'm also using a therapy light, omega III and vitamins along with Celexa, Klonopin and cognitive behavioral therapy. Medication alone has never been a "cure" for me, but the doctors seems so confident that we will be able to find something that works on the depression, too - right now I'm holding on to that hope. And the thought of giving up the anti-anxiety medication is terrifying.
I have no doubt that many of my problems are with my thinking (thus the therapy), but I also know that some of it is biological. Depression and personality disorders run in my family, and I have been full of anxiety for as long as I can remember.
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Major (Agitated) Depression, GAD w/OC tendencies, SA, ADHD
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