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Trace82 View Member Profile	Nov 16 2007, 06:01 AM Post #1
Senior Moderator Group: Admin Team-Moderator Posts: 8,217 Joined: 28-September 06 From: Sub Saharan Weather Cloud, South Africa Member No.: 10,376	Last few from last thread. QUOTE (eveycain @ Nov 8 2007, 06:39 PM) A little low today, got a triggering letter today, stupid thing just set me off QUOTE (fishguyUMD @ Nov 8 2007, 09:46 PM) Low. REALLY low. After three days of euphoric mania (which is not the most common for me), it almost feels like the end of the world. $&@# it!!! QUOTE (law055car @ Nov 11 2007, 03:58 AM) Get this I went to a on line dateing site and started talking so some one turned out we used to work with each othere may years ago. and he just go on that site also. AND NO I don't want to date any one just want people to hang out with you can never have too many friends. We talked one the phone for a hour. QUOTE (ISeeBluePeople @ Nov 11 2007, 02:16 PM) I feel high. Life is Good. QUOTE (law055car @ Nov 11 2007, 06:54 PM) QUOTE (ISeeBluePeople @ Nov 11 2007, 08:16 AM) I feel high. Life is Good. Must be that new girl friend you have!!! QUOTE (law055car @ Nov 11 2007, 06:57 PM) Good had so much fun last night talking to people on messanger. I had 2 cams talkking on the phone and talking to 4 othere people at the same time. Today I went to my dateing site and saw my ex on there. So I sent him a flirt. QUOTE (law055car @ Nov 15 2007, 01:04 AM) I thought I would never say this. I LOVE BEING SINGLE its so much fun! I'm on 2 dateing web sites and I am getting to much attion. I love it!!! I have 3 guys who want to date me. And I'm going on dates with them. I'm telling them all the same thing I need to date everyone I just don't want to date one guy this is my time to see whats all out there. TO see what I really want. I have such a crush on my ex co worker. I think its because hes so much taller than me, and I know him so I feel safe around him. This othere guy is like 6 "7 but he lives along way away. He said he can't get a girl because he cant have kids. I just hope hes not a crazy person. The hard part about all of this is not to fall in love with any of the guys I must stay single if MR right is out here he will prove it to me -------------------- Faith is the true belief we have in hope and hope is the thing that keeps us going to have faith

eterea View Member Profile	Nov 16 2007, 06:27 AM Post #2
Member Group: Senior Member Posts: 419 Joined: 16-September 05 From: The Lightning Capital of the U.S. Member No.: 1,767	Medium-high -- a good place for me. --------------------

Larry View Member Profile	Nov 18 2007, 01:55 PM Post #3
Gold Member Group: Gold Member Posts: 1,250 Joined: 15-April 07 From: SW Washington State, USA Member No.: 15,504	Frazzled, fragile, shaky, and scared. That is, between feeling depressed, defeated, elated, and expansive.

eterea View Member Profile	Nov 20 2007, 04:15 AM Post #4
Member Group: Senior Member Posts: 419 Joined: 16-September 05 From: The Lightning Capital of the U.S. Member No.: 1,767	Larry - I hope that you are feeling better very soon. Me - feeling "level" although I am dealing with insomnia due to stomach upset. --------------------

fishguyUMD View Member Profile	Nov 26 2007, 07:41 PM Post #5
Senior Member Group: Senior Member Posts: 682 Joined: 19-October 07 From: Maryland Member No.: 19,890	High...then low...then high....then low...then high...etc. Operating with this mixed-state stuff going on is pretty tough. I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted! Hopefully this passes soon. Keep your fingers crossed for me!

eterea View Member Profile	Nov 27 2007, 03:13 PM Post #6
Member Group: Senior Member Posts: 419 Joined: 16-September 05 From: The Lightning Capital of the U.S. Member No.: 1,767	Feeling tired from a medical procedure this morning - an epidural for my back problems. --------------------

fishguyUMD View Member Profile	Nov 27 2007, 11:16 PM Post #7
Senior Member Group: Senior Member Posts: 682 Joined: 19-October 07 From: Maryland Member No.: 19,890	Man. All over the place again today. Plus a lot of problems with fatigue lately. I'm essentially living on coffee! I'm thinking it may be from starting Lamictal. Anybody got any toughts on that? Hope you feel better Eterea! Cheers

Larry View Member Profile	Dec 3 2007, 01:31 AM Post #8
Gold Member Group: Gold Member Posts: 1,250 Joined: 15-April 07 From: SW Washington State, USA Member No.: 15,504	I feel lomedigh. I know I am happy but feel very sad. I am aware of much good in my life, much of which is new, but can only see the inevitable negativity soon to come. When weeping follows laughter like day to night and back then there is balance, but when weeping and laughter coexist, madness rules the day. It is also chaos that I love and hate myself today. I have never been more split and fragmented as now.

fishguyUMD View Member Profile	Dec 5 2007, 05:54 PM Post #9
Senior Member Group: Senior Member Posts: 682 Joined: 19-October 07 From: Maryland Member No.: 19,890	So tired. High mood, but with an exhausted body to go with it. My physical vessel is fatigued, but my mind is racing like it's got somewhere to go.

traceyamom1 View Member Profile	Dec 5 2007, 10:27 PM Post #10
Newbie Group: Newbie Posts: 14 Joined: 5-December 07 From: Pennsylvania Member No.: 21,041	Well lets see,, i felt normal, uplifted, then upset, then crying sad and hopeless, then energetic and now normal- baseline blah again!! -------------------- [font="Lucida Sans Unicode"][/font][size="2"][/size][color="#FF00FF"][/color]

fishguyUMD View Member Profile	Dec 21 2007, 09:57 AM Post #11
Senior Member Group: Senior Member Posts: 682 Joined: 19-October 07 From: Maryland Member No.: 19,890	Mixed states. Exhausted from poor sleep from vivid dreams, and generally jittery. Gotta stay focused and get some writing done...

ISeeBluePeople View Member Profile	Dec 21 2007, 03:08 PM Post #12
Moderator Group: Admin Team-Moderator Posts: 4,311 Joined: 8-July 07 From: US-EastCoast Member No.: 17,412	Kinda low. Blue is blue. -------------------- In all my bitterness, I ignored all thats real and true. All I need is You. isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp isbp

Larry View Member Profile	Dec 21 2007, 09:06 PM Post #13
Gold Member Group: Gold Member Posts: 1,250 Joined: 15-April 07 From: SW Washington State, USA Member No.: 15,504	Chrystal Clarity and Confounded Confusion. I had an exhaustive and intense three-hour therapy session this morning. I confessed, owned, accepted, and released every key issue from the first 18 years of my life, the stuff I have carried with me for forty years, the stuff that has defined me as bad, ugly, hopeless, depraved, and twisted. I had five events listed on paper, non of which were abnormal like I had thought all these years. Five events I have held secret all this time only to discover that they were all normal developmental events. I am not a sexual deviant! I thought I was for my whole life. Lies. I believed lies I told myself and suffered awful torment for most of my life. I cried so much in those three hours. I cried with anger at myself for being so stupid. I cried with joy of seeing the truth about what I thought was awful--It was not awful. We prayed. I took those events that have tortured me for so long up to heaven and gave them to God. He took them from me. Next Friday, we will look at my 20's and 30's.

Canarylegs View Member Profile	Dec 22 2007, 03:01 AM Post #14
Junior Member Group: Junior Member Posts: 78 Joined: 1-September 07 Member No.: 18,656	I feel down but not right down, cant get into christmas thing w the family finding that hard, but kids arent stressing me out as much as normal

Isabeau View Member Profile	Dec 23 2007, 05:51 AM Post #15
Junior Moderator Group: Admin Team-Moderator Posts: 4,145 Joined: 20-July 07 From: Australia Member No.: 17,697	Been having a lot of rapid cycling going on, its been like that for few weeks. But I blame myself for all of this happening. Isabeau -------------------- IS-A-BOW © AJ We're our own dragons as well as our own heroes, and we have to rescue ourselves from ourselves.

Hircon View Member Profile	Dec 26 2007, 10:34 PM Post #16
Advanced Member Group: Advanced Member Posts: 359 Joined: 15-September 07 From: Perth, Australia Member No.: 19,021	Low, low, low. I want to be hypo again...