Yep, sorry, it's another one of those "I might be bipolar help me!" threads. But here we go.
I think I might have stumbled into ssri-induced mania. It started as sleeping far too much, but graduated into mild insomnia, and then into me staying up for sixty hours straight. I had another 40+ hour sleepless spree a few days ago. This is all within the past few weeks. My doc prescribed me some trazadone, 50mg, to get me to sleep, and I didn't even bat an eye! Now I'm worried. I'm to call her back at the end of this week and tell her how I'm doing, and if I'm not doing better, I either have to increase my AD (Lexapro) or see somebody about an evaluation for possible bipolar. I've had some manic history - I had a huge sleepless spree last year around this same time, but it wasn't near this bad. It's not that I don't try to sleep. Eventually common sense kicks in and says, hey, you won't sleep if you don't try, right? So I lie down, and my thoughts race so hard and fast that it frightens me and I feel sick and I have to do something else to get my mind off it. Sleep terrifies me. My anxiety has been through the roof.
So.
My questions, I guess. :D
-It's my GP who is prescribing my AD and who suggested bipolar. I've never been to any other kind of doctor. Can someone tell me what sort of doc I'd be sent to, and what an evaluation would possibly entail? I'm curious, and it would put my anxiety at ease.
-Also.. how do treatment and medication differ between depression and bipolar? I know nothing about bipolar medication.
-And this is just a random question, that is probably very difficult to answer, but - how do depression and bipolar originally surface? Are they triggered by some event, or what? A few years ago I was mostly fine, but in this last year, I've spiraled all over the place. I'm sure these things are hard to say, because it's individual, but is it normal for someone to lead a perfectly normal life (or at least, normal as far as I can tell) and then explode into major depression and possible bipolar? (I didn't really explode, it was some months of me spiraling down and down, but.. now I'm rambling. Sorry!)
Thanks all.
This post has been edited by astralis: Apr 3 2007, 03:30 PM